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Today I met up with veechan , xbaudelaire and orange_rotted (I hope I got these names right!). It was a perfect spring day!

( Mirror shots! D: )

Had an epic Rockband evening at work tonight! I sang Head over feet from Alanis Morissette and theses words keep playing on a loop in my head:

You've already won me over
In spite of me
And don't alarm if I fall
Head over feet
And don't be surprised if I love you
For all that you are

I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

no, there is no woman in my life...

there is...
no woman
no love
no passion
no happy days
no strange feelings
nothing to explain
nothing to be ashamed of
nothing to bother for

but that nothingliness (yes it is) is favorable for me I suppose... I'm now grateful I learned to live without all of this, like in this song :

"I MOVE ON, I MOVE ON
I move on, I'm losing my head, heading to the sun..."

so yeah, I've learned a lot of things since I've not seen "what a real woman is", long ago... I learned to live my life, I've learned to make peace within myself and just let untrue feelings out...

so you might have considered I'm the wierdest psycho reading my past posts but I'm laughing out loud all of this because I don't mother-fucking care about the things I said I cared and talked about in those post...

thank you for reading me,
now you can say you'll forget me and live happier without my sheer and unvaluated presence...

well, who knows!!! I know some people won't forget me... and some others won't forgive me...

I must apologize for all... all the people I've deceived and all the people I've shocked other the past few times...

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time flies by so quickly, I must now end myself editing this shiz and concentrate on all the useless things I got my life anchored into...

farewell

(lol)

Got dressed in punk/kodona today to send pics to my newbie on loli mentors :) she is interested in boy style and wanted to see me in some of it. So here i am for today... Hooray androgyny!



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I'm FINALLY feeling better, thank the gods! I actually went in to work today. It was splendid. I got so much lesson-planning done it was almost ridiculous. I have almost NO planning to do over the weekend now. Plus, I scored a super-duper easy subbing job Monday morning for a teacher at my own school. I'll basically be getting paid to baby-sit 'cause her stagiere is going to be there. :D Also, it's for my favourite group! How amazingly lucky is all of that, huh?
I'm on antibiotics and feeling tons better but am totally exhausted and drained. I was MORE than ready to go to sleep over two hours ago but I'm making mixed coffee drinks and forcing myself to stay awake until Mike gets home (not until 10 pm, waahhh) because I can't stand going all day without seeing him, I miss him too much. Yeah, I know-->gag puke etc.

Also, FUCK PETA. Maybe I'm just super-sensitive tonight 'cause my body and brain are all soft and gooey from the crazy fever that RAGED ME this past week, but I saw one of their fucking ads on LJ earlier tonight--I get this poor mangled extremely depressed-looking dog shoved in my face and, I dunno, I just CAN'T TAKE THAT right now. Usually those ads do nothing for me--it's not so much that I'm hard-hearted and cold (I hope not), but more that I'm desensitized to just about anything and everything. But not tonight FUCK. Now I can't get that sad dog out of my head. And for what, PETA? You think that "works"? I'm not gonna stop eating animals or wearing them no matter how much shit you throw at me. And if you think those ads are gonna make me go out and donate money you're all out of your fucking minds because I barely have enough money for MYSELF, thank you very much, and *I* am more important to me than some random dog. So fuck you, your ad served NO PURPOSE other than to depress the living fuck out of me and make me write this rant. That poor fucking dog!
I saw a cat that got hit by a car IN REAL LIFE on Wednesday and it didn't depress me anywhere near as much as this fucking dog picture, what gives??!
Of course, Wednesday I was TRIPPING BALLS thanks to the fever being at its WORST that day, so for all I know that cat wasn't even real.

apparently I've graduated from dressing up cardboard vampires to fleshnblood coworkers.
Here we have animation and comic artist, Derek, modeling a beautiful confettidot Hello Kitty bow. (Some of you might remember him as the TARDIS. He's Crisso's husbando.) (I'll be wearing the bow tonight at Bats & Cats)

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Je n'ai jamais eu une attirance particulière pour les déjeuners conférences. Y'a quelque chose qui ne passe pas entre les fruits (majoritairement du melon) et la plénitudes de mini viennoiserie qui ne doivent pas contenir un iotas de beurre. à moins que ce ne soit le café filtre qui rappelle la montée de l'homéopathie dans notre civilisation, à moins évidemment que ce ne soit ce quinquagénaire qui essai de façon désespérer de rendre compte de l'importance de ses études et de l'essentialisme de son discours inutile que n'importe quel enfant de 5 ans qui a moindrement un sens du rapport à la clientèle comprend... À Moins que je trouve inutile que des organisme de financement censé promouvoir l'avènement de l'entreprise québécoise lui paie n'importe quel salaire pour débiter des anerie sur la gestion de stationnement.

( Hello Kitty Gals (more pics under the cut) )

See you at Bats n Cats tonight!